I always knew that the secrets could hurt me

I never knew it was yours that would kill me

I never tried to be yours to take care of

You never said you were mine to beware of



How many more will there be?



I only feel alone when I'm with you

Learning to pray

I could never be all that you want me to

I fall away



How many more will there be?



I'd never wish myself upon you

But I cut myself trying not to

If you can't share yourself with me

You're the person I thought that you would be



Another moment of silence without you

Barely alive

I figured out that I meant nothing to you

Bury me high



How many more will there be