Because I'm rappin till my throat soar

Cuz I got a lot of things to get up off my chest

I feel like I'm drownin, in a pool of stress

and I'm feelin like I ain't got that much time left

Sometimes I dream about death, but doesn't everybody?

That's what I tell myself at night so I can fall asleep

It's like I dug another ditch but this one too deep

The rope's danglin from the top and I'm too lazy to reach

It might be easier for me to see the rights from the wrong

If it wasn't *edited* on enough to open his eye

We been fed up for the longest, and now we ride

My thoughts creepin through the window at sunri(se)

A bullet flies through the air with no name on it

The same bullet took my homeboy Avery's life

I pray to God that my dear friend would live that night

But he died, and since then I ain't been livin right

I'm comin home with straight F's *edited* in every class

My momma cryin cuz she see her youngest son is a thug

Wakin up in cold sweats, filled my body with slugs

Nightmares and shootouts, keepin me awake

Don't be amazed when you see me with a .38

I'm all alone with a dozen heaters all loaded

I'm poor all I see is guns, explodin

Gotta itchy trigger finger and I can't hold it, unloaded



We ridaz comin from the slums

With our guns out lookin for a better life

A better way, strugglin to make it through the night

Stare at my AK, dreamin of a brighter day

I'm in the shade, tryna step over into the light

Gettin paid off this rap game, who would've thought?

My back's up against the wall now it's on court

Pull out my 9 and start bustin just like I was taught

Cuz I was born to ride



Sellin *edited* in the rain with my homie Ice

Fist fights o