lies and deceiving is what i'm believing

up to my knees so hard to breathe

it helps that you aren't there

can't figure out what's the right thing for me

guess i'll have to wait and see



so understanding but so far from the truth

it's what i have to live with

it's not all i wanted to be

it's not all i wanted to see

i can't keep on leading

i've left what i'm leaving

guess that's just what i believe



consciousl