waking up and it seems like forever

I thought we were in this together

so lie to me again

and say the words that I need to hear

to keep your own conscience clear



you never give me anything to go on

so please let go of this string that I'm on

cause my face is numb from hitting the ground

this dirt is so hard to breathe

is that all you think of me



I swear I'd kick in your chest if I could

climb through it

into your heart

where I know I should be forever

but you don't seem to care



so I'll stick this gun up to my face

and make a bet on my life

that's how little faith I have in you and me

another day spinning down the drain

and you left the taste of your indifference

once again it says this flesh is a waste

burn it to the ground



waking up everyday so alone

I thought you'd be here

but I guess I thought wrong