Can we pretend

that I'm not so dillusional

What's going on I can't control

this feeling that I've never known

It crawls way deep inside of me

I never asked to be me



When you can't understand me

only makes you want to hate me

but i like it when you hate me

cuz it makes me feel like god



what if I make it to my place

what happens when there's nothing left to chase

another day I wish away, Another day I ask myself

Why do I breathe



I'm incabable of the simple things

that make you laugh and smile

The way I see it you owe me time

cuz i spent so much on you



When you can't understand me

only makes you want to kill me

but i like it when you kill me

cuz it makes me feel like god



And if I sell my soul I'll take you anywhere

You want

All my life, I've been right

you proved me wrong in just one night

Why do I even breathe