Not in the running

But this rain is nothing new to me anyway

I see my refelction

No where near who I should be

The spirit is willing but

The anchors of my flesh still hold me down

With every distraction

I lose more of who i should



[Chorus:]

Had many time to try

Before i realized

The flaws in my desgin

May have led me to ask why

Why'd u make it so easy

I tried but i'm incomplete

Is this all there is?

All there is to me?



How many chances

At redemption do i think i'll ever get

Keep changign my rythems for a shot at somethign more

Miracles happen

So why do I feel like I'm being left behind

It's still in my nature

To look for what I can't find



[x2]



Is this all there is?

Is this all there is to me

I should be all better now

This is all there is to me

I can pick myself up again

Is this all there is?

I hope that one day i will make a stand

But rigth now

This is all there is to me



No matter how i dream

I will never be good and pray

Cuz right now this is all there is to me

Yea right now this is all there is to me