Can't you feel

That I have changed my mind



About my lure of death

And suicide



I've felt myself really ashamed

Since the time



I lost one of my best friends

And my mind



(I) Won't follow him!



I think that I would not do some-

Thing like that to the people

Who protected me when I was younger



But I can't really feel some hate

My friend was so afraid

That he has not realised



The pain he would make me feel

The pain he would make us feel

The pain he would make them feel



This wound that can't heal up

This mouth that won't shut up

Remembering us that he's gone



He left this world behind

To run away

From depression



But I can't really forgive