i'm staring headlong

into the jaws of death

big teeth, big mouth,

bad bad breath

and i promised myself

i'd never do this again

and i don't understand it



help me, i'm going down again

help me, i can't tell

none of my friends

1 2 3, struck out again

pull a sheet over me,

but don't cover my head



i wanted bliss, ended up like this

betrayed myself with

my own judas kiss

momma never told me

there would be days like this, no!



you get what you pay for, i guess

can i pay for this?

i been eaten up and swallowed

by what i wanted

and i wanted more, more than this

tell me, what's worth more

what you'll lie for or

what you'll die for

i follow my heart

and it lies and it lies

and i don't understand it



help me, i'm going down again

help me, when will this ever end?

1 2 3, if i strike out again, do i lose?

am i dead? dead

am i dead? dead

am i dead? dead

am i dead? dead