in the closest alley, in the first doorway,
pushed up against her and closed his eyes. he
said, this is probably the worst decision that
i've ever made. she laughed and smiled. she said,
i'm sure you do this all the time...right? as the
morning came and the city woke into the building
people all went to work, as their rides out of
town came they parted ways she said, do you know
when you're coming back again? dig it deeper,
deeper, and farther still, bury it up and over
and into the ground, all these lies will grow in
ways that we never thought possible. if you quiet
down, it's so soft of a sound, you can hear it all
coming back after you. now you want to take it
back, you think you might have fucked up. waking
dreams of concrete, deafening panic, cracked
skull, there is yelling all around, get up, get
up please start breathing and the moment will
come when you finally realize the results of
decisions and choices in your life, you hear it
all coming back after you.