I’m looking at my face staring back at me

Look at the mirror hating everything reflecting me

Couldn’t believe what the whole world has done to me

It was me, me, me, all that I could see

I was in trouble I was in pain

I was playing on the edge of going insane

Damn I got stuck, always bad luck

Couldn’t see all these people who were backing me up



After crying and long years of hiding

I was recognizing the cycle I’m in

All this aching I’m done with this faking

This sadness I’m breaking, again I’ll begin



I blamed the whole community

For all the shit surrounding me

That’s why I felt this hate in me

for life

So I start looking back at me

and take responsibility

That’s why I feel this sympathy

for life



Suddenly I loved life again

Suddenly I even laughed again

Finally I could sleep again, breathe again

I could even eat again

Life didn’t seem so bad for me

Got a great band friends and a family

and a lovely girl taking care of me

Was it me screaming life ain’t fair to me



Past is just baggage you take on this voyage

Nothing but a package that’s making you strong

Just have some faith in the choices you’re making

Wherever they’ll take you

That's where you belong



Why couldn’t I just see that my world is spinning just for me

I am a part of life

I got sick of blaming every day the same accusations

My whole life’s a lie



The world is spinning just for me