I wake up,

and start my everyday routine

of working hard at feeling sorry for myself.

and after lunch i close my eyes,

and wish to god that i could change

but when i wake up im still very much myself



and im a long way from believing

that im gonna be ok

such a long way from believing



that ill escape



this feeling that i hate



and its miracle that we are here today

with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing

cuz if you think hard

youll know soon it will be ok

and youll be holding on to someone

holding on to someone



i wake up

and start my everyday routine

of wondering what in the world im gonna do

cuz things are falling into place

but i can't appreciate them

'cuz if last time fell apart then this might too



and im a long way from believing

that im gonna be ok

such a long way from believing

that ill escape

this feeling that i hate



and its miracle that we are here today

with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing

cuz if you think hard

youll know soon it will be ok

and youll be holding on to someone

holding on to someone



Dimly lit my porch lights

I can see your eyes

and they are staring into my face

staring into my face

i should trust what i see in them

and know the time is right

but still ill take the easy road and wait



ive got to stop being scared

and using time that isn't there

'cause i could die tomorrow or today

control is resting on my side

but knowing just would not be right

and thats not how i wanna live my life



and its miracle that we are here today

with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing

cuz if you think hard

youll know soon it will be ok

and youll be holding on to someone

holding on to someone



and its miracle that we are here today

with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing

cuz if you think hard

youll know soon it will be ok

and youll be holding on to someone

holding on