seven am;

the garbage truck beeps as it back up

and I start my day thinking about what Ive thrown away

Could I push rewind

The credits traverse signifying the end

But I missed the best part

Could we please go back to start



-forgive my indecision-



{then again youre always first when no ones on your side

{but then again a day will come when I want off the ride



Eleven am

By now you would think that I would be up

But my bed sheets shade the heat of choices Ive made

And what did I find

I never thought I could want someone so much

cause now your not here and Im knee deep on that old fear



-forgive my indecision I am only a man-



{then again youre always first when no ones on your side

{but then again a day will come when I want off the ride



Twelve pm and my dusty telephone rings

Heavy head up from my pillow who could it be

I hope its you