Let me give you some insight into my insides

I haven't been this confused in such a long time

you can't believe I've spent just losing my mind

I can't believe that 10 years have really gone by

it's been a long time

Had a plan for every year I've been alive

a million more I've built up inside of me

there's a million more that I have bottled up

and that I've fucked up

do you feel like the hard times are mountains you've climbed lying awake

it still feels like it's '89 it's been along time

those mindless days the plans that I've made

the countless mistakes all the times I've changed

through the years I faced all that's kept me sane

every single day