I've stood by, and I've eried,

while my friends have died

You ever had a friend kill

themselves, shot down, or

knifed?

Just when I think it's happened

for the final time,

it comes knocking back again to

devastate my life



20 years of hell

20 years of hell

For I've been living far too long

and I wish my life was done



I said, "Good-bye" to you, on a

summer's night

Now I wish that I had stayed

with you but, oh it's too late

next thing I knew was that

you'd been in an attack

and you were laying in a cold

morgue stuffed into a body bag



I saw you last night you said I

was wrong

And where'd I get the idea you

were gone?

I woke up to sounds of my own

screams

I woke up in a sweat it was just

a dream

and that dream goes on and on

and on...

with it ever end? Well I don't... I

don't know

I don't ... know