It's like somebody put a gun in my hand

Told me to pull the trigger

wherever it lands it lands

It's like I'm beating my head up against the wall

Bruised and burning my eyes can't see at all



My indecision is my own decision

Who are you to tell me that I'm wrong

Unmotivated maybe a little jaded

Who told you to put your words in my song?



All this time I tried to put my feelings down deep inside

Jumping up and down

Jumping all around

No one ever saw me fall



But maybe things can be different but I haven't reached that point

just yet



Maybe you can change my mind and leave these things far behind me now



First I'm up and then a second I'm down

When am I ever gonna reach that middle ground?