I wish for the ability to stop this change

lost in myself I crave for a real shape

no hollow cover anymore

it falls away and reveals my face

waiting inside that what I am not but I try

to create I'm afraid but empowered by rage

somebody take me lead me away



save myself hide myself guide me through this day

out and away where I'm made let me be myself



I fear I will not wake if I fall asleep again

leaving this world I'm coming you should be afraid be afraid

let me be myself I don't want to be someone else

I don't need all your stupid help so leave me alone to be on my own now



save yourself from what was awakened in me

smother my ID with these memories

of the person I used to be I still carry the seed

deep inside use it to repress me

the time is right I'm breaking free

quickly anybody make me leave walk away

somebody lead me back to my cave



save yourself hide yourself guide me through this day

in and away where it's safe let me be someone else



I fear I will not wake if I fall asleep again

lost in this world returning you should be relieved

let me be someone else I don't like to be myself

I don't need all your stupid help so leave me alone to be on my own now



when I look at you look at me you think I'm proud to be

what I am what I've become let me regress

let me possess myself I can't be held responsible for who I am