thought i could fake this thing alright

thought it could somehow get me by

watching the doctors as they slide

needles into my eye



thought i could finally get around

laughable symptoms keep me down

faces i see all keep me blind

now their redemptions mine



now that i cant exchange actions for words

now that i found these inside fears the worst

now that i know theres no place left to hide

can i become all i thought i might...



as the leaders who follow the path of

whoever was standing round them,

call to say what im missing

and into a detail they always go

dont believe them but offer codolences under

the circumstances

all to often im missing the spirit to fit in so call me out... call me out



thought i could soundly sleep tonight

positive clear and breathing right

panic attack, panic attacks me now

seems like a fair redemption



now that i cant exchange actions for words

now that i found these inside fears the worst

now that i know theres no place left to hide

can i become all i thought i might...



as the leaders who follow the path of

whoever was standing round them,

call to say what im missing

and into a detail they always go

dont believe them but offer condolences under

the circumstances

all to often im missing the spirit to fit in so call me out... call me out



now that i cant exchange actions for words

now that i found these inside fears the worst

now that i know theres no place left to hide

can i become all i thought i might...



as the leaders who follow the path of

whoever was standing round them,

call to say what im missing

and into a detail they always go

dont believe them but offe