This plan is only surface

And I do not deserve this

I'm wondering if I'll withstand

To stand alone and stand to scream

To the world "I'm through

And now I've come to mend

These wounds were gored by you

Through all of them"



it's too sad that I've got to mediate

these faulty sides of you

and I'm wondering whatever did I do

the only reason that I still remain to you

is that I go on repeating the excuse



What if this had not happened

What if she hadn't gone

What if this had not happened

She never would have gone



Never want you to say

I exploit this in any way

Still I don't deserve this

I stood alone too long to say