my life was taken away from me the day that i was born

no such thing as sympathy from the ones who had me

torn apart to pieces, ripping out my heart

memories hunt me down, a refugee at large

each and every day

defending myself

my life in decay

crawl back into my shell



enslaved to guilt for as long as i can remember

the only thing that i know is the darkness of november

these pangs of conscience, no peace of mind

the true meaning of life has been hard to find



each and every day

defending myself

my life in decay

crawl back into my shell