I woke up at seven and my body was vibrating

I was wrapped up in a blanket

I was grey

Damp and sore

The bedroom was an engine and my heartbeat was erratic

(like i think i'm at the racing

Like the night before)

I remember one girl standing

One was sitting on the ground

One was holding me up

The other pulling me down

And i couldn't decide which one was real

Because there wasn't a sound

(like i was pregnant again...)

"don't move don't blink don't think don't even breathe" she said

"or the photograph will spoil

And cut you off at the head"

So i was sucking

I was suncking like a fat lady would

But i couldn't hold it down another second

(bleagh!)

"don't twitch don't shout don't think don't even breathe" she said

"or the photograph will spoil and cut you off at the head"

So i was sweating

I was sweating like a fat lady would

And i woke up

With a man inside my mouth

(this won't hurt at all)