I cannot wait

or stick around

I'm giving up

I'm face down

it's not me

it's not you

but I'm still in this room



Hey you choose it

Hey you abused it



It's not you wipe the tears aside

and you cry and scream

in the middle of the night

wrapped in a blanket

but you told the lies



hey you choose it

hey abused it

hey refused it

hey you lose it



I cry and scream in the middle of the night

I can't go to sleep

I shake my head in the middle of the night

I can't go to sleep



It's not me, it's not you

why can't I sleep