something's in the way

something's in the road

obstacles for me

something's in my throat

some things bother me

some things don't

other things might

my life's a sinking boat

don't let me drown, don't let me sink

i'm not gonna rot, i'm not gonna stink like rotting

playing happy games

keeping up a smile

keeping myself happy

just for a while

making ugly music

writing stupid words

why do you want to listen?

don't you get disturbed?

aren't you getting tired?

don't i make you sick?

isn't your stomach turning?

doesn't my face need to be kicked?

self-abuse, from me to you, to cover myself

to cover the truth, no self-worth,

i'm eating dirt, and i'll get smart

and eat my words

and eat my words

and eat my words

and eat my words

and eat my words