i said im crazy one more time

pick up the phone and wonder why

so many years of hidden drinks pushed down too far to ever win

locked doors

and hidden ghosts denied myself with every joke

this was not me

this could never be me

remembering so many times so many lies

ran so fast the years passes blind

so much time lost killing five

whatever poison you may drink another list of "no's" persist

antique and out of reach

i lose my life and take it back

crashed this side of happiness

hit the floor or hit and miss

without the strength to follow through

walked right past this life and you

just one more guess just one more chance

just one more life or circumstance

one more call taking a chance on circumstance