I am wearing this weight Again

It cuts like it did then

It's consuming all my thoughts

and swallowing me Again



And what you see is what's left of me

but I'm here

I didn't think I'd scare very easily

but I fear this thing



It is wearing me out and thin

Paralyzing me Again

It was vicious all the way here

I am barely alive



I wish you love

With anyone else but me

I wish you love with anyone



And all I can do I will do for you

If I'm here

I promise you I'll remember you

While I'm here



I wish you love Again

I am surrendering me

Surrendering mine