I am all fucked up

And I am ready to break

I don't wanna be the guy

Who is always on the outside

I wanna find my own

good place



All fucked up

And I don't know how

How I ever got to where I feel

Like I am dying on the inside

I want to be happy

But I don't know how



I am all fucked up

And it's always the same

I always get so close,

Then I let it get away

I got no one but

myself to blame



I'm all fucked up

And I don't know why

If the rest of my life

Is going to be like this

Think I would rather die

I am all fucked up



Yes, I am all fucked up

You're happy

when you are all fucked up

Yes, I am all fucked up



I am all fucked up

Yes, I am ready to break

I don't wanna be the guy

Who is always on the outside

I wanna find my own

good place



All fucked up

And I don't know how

How I ever got to where I feel

Like I'm dying on the inside

I want to be happy now



I am all fucked up

And it is always the same

I always get so close

then I let it get away

I got no one but

myself to blame



I am all fucked up

And I don't know why

If the rest of my life

Is going to be like this

Than I think I would rather die

I am all fucked up