I'm suffering from depression

the anger turned within

what do I gain for all my pain

perhaps a seat in heaven?



Don't do what you want

do what you're taught is right

your life is built on paranoia and guilt

don't forget your valium tonight



The agony I must endure

my mind is painful and swells

the punishment for what I've done

is forever the pains of hell

how come what is natural

has to be a sin?

why would God give me this urge

if I cannot give in?

they say don't give up

that Jesus loves me



I went down into my basement

confused and depressed

put Black Sabbath on

razor blade in hand

a Wilkinson I think

ten slashes on each arm

my only wrongdoing

was being born human

and following my instincts

I never was happy

I never was sane

so I shall be extinct

the growing pool of crimson

at last I am pure

witness my sanguineous penance

I don't need anyone

my soul's been set free

death is total independence



stand up straight

stomach in

shoulders back

sound off



Angry Neurotic Catholics

It's a sin

Angry Neurotic Catholics

It's a sin