I feel so different now

It all feels so different now



I had you in my life once

I had that feeling of the real thing once

But now you're gone

And that's all gone

Inside, I held on to you once

I never knew there was two of us once

But now I'm alone

And it's all gone



I gave my body and my mind to you once

I thought it all revolved around you once

I know better now

But I'm too far gone

I would have died for you once

And I thought it would have mattered to you once

But now you're gone, and I'm so far gone

And I'm wrapping my arms around myself

I'm free

I hold onto all that I am

But I know that the one I hold onto is dying



I feel so different now

It all feels so different now