Autumn is here again

Summer is gone here comes the rain

The clouds linger on tighter

Day's are shorter and less brighter

Sitting alone with cold winds raging

December depression descends



Light the candles to keep the dark away

Obeying the anguish to fade

I wish I had someone here to stay

In this cold embrace of earth I wish to lay



Blurry thoughts of suicide

Pierce my head sleeping so sweet

Death will greet me so warm, be my guider



I seek the legions of sorrow

We all know there will be no tomorrow

So many of me has died

Cold winds of loneliness I ride



A soft voice of fear speaks in me

Why should you live you don't need to be

Trees are naked and my soul so cold

No need to be afraid, I've been told



A rook I hear far truly die at last

Existing is an excuse

Deep in my haert so red

Everybody want's to die