And I feel defeated

And I feel deceived

And I see the ceiling

With nowhere to go

And nothing to show for it

If I steal it would you miss it

And if I scream out would you listen

Cause I'm way down tired

And drawn all out of the lines

And I must be half alive

Cause I'm inside down

And outside up

it's so easy- it's 101- apathy

And I feel cheated

Cause it's so damn easy

To lose myself

And I see where I got me

Well, where are you now?

I'd like to see

(J. Daruwala)