When i think to myself,

and i wonder what ive done

to deserve all the pain,

that i have inside,

alone in my bed,

i try not to see what i could have been

your new boyfriend,

thats just what i want,

for christmas this year,

ill pray and ill beg

i just need you here

i just need you right here



a small thing,

that im asking

i just need someone to hold me near,

and i need, your arms were holding me tight untill i fall asleep

and i cant think of no one else,

i miss you so much that i hate myself

i think of all the things i should have said

but now youre gone and im in pain