Before My Friends Do







I think I hope I die before my friends do

Because the alternative makes my stomach hurt sometimes

When I say "friends" I mean family I like too

The second tear friends I could horribly get through



Now my life has shame (on me now)

This is not nostalgia, this is not the past

And if it's gonna end external like a stupid car crash

Regardless of my body, regardless of my weight

Wouldn't it be nice if I could say

"I won't change and you won't change, if we could both agree to stay the same

Well then for once in this life I would not complain, if we could both agree to stay the same"



Let me tell you about this crazy list

The best relative order of the people I know's deaths

According to partners, handlings, etcetera, etcetera, etcetera, yeah

So let's be safe because it's on me

I have spacesuits for you and a spacesuit for me

Spacesuits for everyone, spacesuits for everyone

Spacesuits for everyone, spacesuits for everyone



This is not nostalgia, this is not the past

And if it's gonna end external like a stupid car crash

Regardless of my body, regardless of my weight

Wouldn't it be stupid if I were to say

"I won't change and you won't change, and we could both agree to stay the same

Well then for once in this life I would not complain, if we could both agree to stay the same"



I hope I die before my friends do