suicide (no will to live)

so called afterlife (does it exist)

depression, aggression locked up inside

is life worth living (it's time to decide)



your demise, a razor's touch

were things really that fucked



burn as you cease to exist

you leave your body a vapor of mist

departure enter the unknown

horrified as the journey continues

relentless pleas of agony

visions of grotesques deformities

remembrance of forgotten memories

to dwell and rot in purgatory

I shall never rest peacefully

in this world of never ending insanity



forever my soul to be condemned

misery and suffering (it will never end)

the shadow of flames by

restored to flesh and bone

which mortal birth bestowed upon me



witnessing what no man should see

I have learned to live is to be free

to die by my own hand is blasphemy

now granted amnesty

to be spared and shown mercy