I haven't felt so alive in years

The sun is shining down on me

My eyes are welling up with tears

Tears of joy, tears of ecstasy



Emotions I once kept concealed

Now flow freely like a river

Life's great mysteries revealed

Love's great promise delivered



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I hate my life I want to die

I was just pretending all this time

A mask I wear so I don't bare

My soul to the cold, harsh world out there

Try to prevail but only fail

Each time on a grander and grander scale

My life is worthless and so am I

I hate my life I want to die



The landscape rises to meet my feet

The sky descends to fill my arms

For once I finally feel complete

For once I know I can't be harmed



All I know is light and love

I feel that I could live forever

While others' troubles seem to grow

I have no problems whatsoever



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The epiphany that came to fall

Finally helped me reconcile

What I felt wasn't joy at all

All this time it was just denial



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