Looming large like a favorite son

One more time comes my obsession

Like a mountain stream that ends in mud

I'm wading in waiting for the flood, sinking

You did

Left me hating, contemplating

Left me waning, slowly draining

Feet of clay that are stuck to the floor

And with vanity you want more

I'm drinking strength for comic relief

While I'm growing super weak in the knees

You asked me can I deliver

Like a monster crossing the Hudson river, stomping

Big fat kill

Carrying the weight of the world

In my arms

I'm biting my tongue so much it hurts

But at the same time I'm at a loss for words

The things I've seen should've left me blind

So it makes me happy that I'm losing my mind, laughing

You asked me can I deliver

Like a monster crossing the Hudson river

The things I've seen should've left me blind

So it makes me happy that I'm losing my mind