Trace the chalk and seize the day so

Those old habits never pass away

Commemerate the conception with

The children's debt the retribution

Deaf to self and mute to mind to find muddled wallowing nebulous blind

My crippled confidence chafed away

Without the answers I'm cast astray



My cloud's so thick that I can barely think so reveal to me deadsight deadsight

My cloud's so thick that I can barely think so reveal to me deadsight deadsight



Trace the tree and the veil will flee me

And now I see with salty eyes

Consistent tragedy persisting in me

This disability's my soul's demise

Deaf to self and left to fry

Muddled wallowing nebulous blind

My crippled confidence is chafed away to stay

With the answers I'm pulled astray

The habits laced embrace me

With a cold, chaotic flinch

kiss of old deaths erase me

soft, subtle, inch by inch

Upon my face I lie

Mesmerized cauterized by the blemishes

Frail bandages

Without chance to change

Desperate to rectify imperitive lest to die

Imminent reality on pace downglanced closed-faced

Consistent entrancement staring into empty space with an open wound to clean please cleanse me



Is this my time to feel

Is this my time to breathe

Is this my time to bleed



Change the season

Upon my face I lie

Mesmerized cauterized by the blemishes

Frail bandages

Without chance to change

Desperate to rectify imperitive lest to die

Imminent reality on pace downglanced closed-faced

Consistent entrancement staring into empty space with an open wound decreeing please cleanse me



Is this my time to feel

Is this my time to breathe

Is this my time to bleed



Is this my time to feel-