Words divide

Touched down on a southwest runway

Time collides

Shipments that never came

I drank enough

To almost feel at home right here

But not enough to make me disappear

Breaking rules and breaking down

Never thought twice about it

Pushing drugs and skipping town

Now we just talk about it

What if we never even make it back? I don’t have the answer

I dropped the ball, we lost our only chance to have luck on our side

Revolving doors

Kept the neighbors up and talking

Unsettled scores

Face offs that never came

I thought a lot

This is not a life I can defend

And after this how could I face my friends

Seconds burned

Throat dry I swallowed my pride and..

Lesson learned

I looked hard and I’m to blame

Fuck it all

Repressing thoughts of suicide

A part of me three years I’ve had to hide