When does a holding keep me from myself...

No chance was given to find myself today...

My time of aging... wonder when I'll die...

But When My Time Will Come I Know The Reason WHYYYY!!!

I have an escape, alone it keeps me safe and in my home

I have a reason, to keep me satisfied until I'm gone

Don't regret the rules I broke

When I die bury me in smoke

Under the world I wait for my fate

My bodies lying benesth my blissful state

My time of aging wonder when Ill die

But when my time will come, I know the reason why

I have an escape, alone it keeps me safe and in my home

I have a reason, to keep me satisfied until I'm gone

Don't regret the rules I broke

When I die bury me in smoke