What do I do to ignore them behind me?

Do i follow my instincts blindly?

do i hide my pride from these bad dreams

and give into sad thoughts that are maddening?



do i sit here and try to stand it?

do i try to catch them red-handed?

do i trust some and get fooled by phoniness?

or do i trust nobody and live in loneliness?



Cause i cant hold on when i'm stretched so thin

i make the right moves but i'm lost within

i put on my daily facade but then,

i just end up getting hurt again--



Chorus:

By myself (myself)

I ask why (but in my mind i find)

i cant rely on myself

I can't hold on

(to what i want when i'm stretched so thin)

its just too much to take in

i cant hold on

(to anything watching everything spin)

with thoughts of faliure sinking in



if i turn my back i'm defenseless

and to go blindly seems senseless

if i hide my pride and let it all go on (then they'll)

take from me till everything is gone



if i let them go i'll be outdone (but if i)

try to catch them i'll be outrun

if i'm killed by my questions like a cancer

then i'll be buried in the silence of the answer



(chorus)



how do you think

i've lost so much

im so afraid

and i'm out of touch

how do you expect

i will know what to do

when all i know

is what you tell me to



dont you (know)

i cant tell you how to make it (go)

no matter what it do, how hard i (try)

i acnt seem to convince myself (why)

im stuck on the outside



i cant hold on

(to what i want when i'm stretched so thin)

its all to much to take in

i cant hold on

(to anything watching everything spin)

with thoughts of failure sinking in