this morning

you got up early

i was still sleeping

i was exhausted



i was having dreams

that had blood in them

that had weapons in them

wet dreams

wet dreams

i woke up crying

you were gone

last night you kissed me

i pushed you away

my push made you want to

kiss me again

no i pushed you away

you kissed me and kissed me

get off me get off me



last night i got up

didn´t wash

w was wet with acid sweat

sweat that doesn´t smell like sex

smells like anger and fear

smells like anger and fear

my dear!

smells like anger and fear

my dear!