My silent smile my hidden cry

My silent smile is there just

Hiding all what youve done

I guess this time you dont wanna fight

I guess I have to accept you are for whoever tries

I know that all your friends make fun of my disgrace

I know you lead them

I know that everytime you leave you spit my name

I know you dont



Care, you just dont care



I cant get away from this because

Trying is sometimes so far from my hands up

I say that I miss

But I cant feel what I had and now is lost



My only friend has been this chair

My only friend since walking for me is dreaming awake

I bet thats why you can stay awake

I bet thats why you told me Im not lonely no way

I know you feel that Im too heavy for your wings

I know you feel that

I know that you dont have respect for all of this

I know you dont



You crash my future

And then you want me

To think you now

Can fix my present