I'm not afraid but I am ashamed

I'm not to blambe but I play the game

I'm not the same but I'll keep my name

I'm not going to use you for my own gain

When things were good I felt invisible

But most of the time I felt resentful

There was'nt anythying we couldnt do together

The hate inside me makes me feel better

Give up the hate we know where you keep it

I know it's there even thought I cant see it

I'm not afraid but I am ashamed

I'm not to blambe but I play the game

I'm not the same but I'll keep my name

I'm not going to use you for my own gain

I't all my fault and I admit it

If guilt had a life then I live it

But I cant compare your hand in the mess

I can hate you some more but I cant love you any less

I'm not afraid but I am ashamed

I'm not to blambe but I play the game

I'm not the same but I'll keep my name

I'm not going to use you for my own gain