Now in these cynical times

Sterotypical minds

Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute I climb

Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind

I'm trying to look beyond the lies

Just to see what I'll find

I'm like a flower in a cave

Another hour in the maze

And I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways

The sun is shining but I'm catching minimal rays

It's time for me to grow out of this childish phase

My life is like a battle that I'll probably never win

'Cause I keep thinking big and risking everything

Life's a challenge and I wonder if I'll ever find the balance

Mixed emotions and confusion topped off with many talents



Chorus:

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change

Would I change

Or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

(my life is twisted)



My finger's pointing in the mirror

I'm the one now

I see my shadow in the sun dial

Am I really out of change

Put my freedom in a cage

Slow down

Man I got a son now

There's nothing new thay all said it

And I know it but I had to go throught it myself

I'm hard-headed

That's the only way I'll learn

Get caught in the fire ther's no escaping the burn

And it burns

Change this

Change that

Change is full of lies

I remain the same cat wear a good disquise

Living life loking through my third blind crooked eye

So if I change I'd be changing for the worst wouldn't I?



Chorus:

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change

Would I change

Or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

(my life is twisted)



I wanna run but if I run I'm only running form myself

Would it be easier if I were someone else

I'm like a child playin' with matches that's never beeen burned

Relearning all the lessons that I've already learned

On a highway to a destinatin I've earned

So many exits, but I've never bothered to turn

I'm like a piece of shard glass laying on a frame of a window

That was broken by the bricks of pain

Sometimes I feel just like the devil's guinea pig

He's watching me just to see how deep I can dig

I admit I'm fucked up and got a lot to learn

So now I'm dancing in the ashes of the bridge I've burned



Chorus:

Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever change

Can I change

Would I change

Or am I always gonna be the same

I blame the world for making me such a freak

But the world wants to blame it on me

(my life is twisted)