i have slipped and i have fallen so far down i can't get out. overwhelmed by my doubt. things i said i'd never do i've done. those i said i'd never be i've become. i have broken - i'm still breaking - cracked and wrecked, beyond repair. smacks me in the face every time i fall. i cannot disregard, with each new fall i hit twice as hard. would you be there for me? i would. would you look up to see? i would. falling forward and looking up.