your mind is deadened

from all the shit

you pump into your veins

no you lie in a hospital bed

your life rendered insane



nothing left of your former self

nothing left but a vegetable



struggle to resurface

from this comatose state

your are beyond help

you will not rehabilitate



lost in the

debts of unconsciousness

you cannot come to terms

you are just a mere soul

beyound the point of no return



facial features are contorted

limbs mangled and deformed

drooling, pissing, shit yourself

a sight of horror and despair



family weep by your side

they pray and pray for you return

no one answers mournful prayers

and no one ever will