Just swallow the pill
Think of me no longer.
Just let go
And take yourself out
Right out before I kill you too.
Aren’t you tired of me
Fucking you fucking you over and over?
You were the last person I wanted in my sights.
And my heart honestly breaks when I think of you.

I understand now what I love you means –
it’s doing the right thing
No matter of the consequence.

I’m tying you up,
Using the nicest lace,
Trying to kill you softly,
Trying to erase your face.

All the while I’m doing my best not to
Rub my love up against your head.
I’d redecorate the walls
With your inner thoughts,
But I’m afraid it’s the wrong shade
of red.
But I have these sadistic urges
And I don’t want to take it out on you.

I’m tying you up,
Using the nicest lace,
Trying to kill you softly,
Trying to erase your face.

Right now you’re the only one who
Understands my plight.
Right now you’re the only reason
I can’t sleep through the night.