waiting for the feeling to subside

paranoid i melt into myself

they say i'm to reach inside and find

the broken part of my machinery



psychoanalyze the chapters

on the path to my darkest days

searching for the answers,

all i see is damage through the haze



picking up the pieces of my live

with no direction for re-assembly

the one that lays beside me

is sharing scars of my broken yesterdays

will tomorrow find me hypnotized ? crying ?



mother mary in control, domineering stranglehold

sowing destructive seeds

for the scavenger to feed

diving the nail into my head,

memory flows like a river



with the one that lays beside me

i'm healing scars from my childhood memories

tomorrow finally found me

i'm hypnotized i'm trying..

to understand the chapters

of the path to my darkest day

searching for the answers

but there's damage