There are times

When I'm just a shell

When I do not feel anything for anyone

All I feel is hollow & bruised

Used up & mis-used

Forced to be soneone I don't

Want to be



Have I failed somehow or some way

Will the weight of today

Finally pull me down to drown

In the depths of despair

Where I am alone

Except for my rage?



My rage...My pain...

I hate... My darkest days