a voice says dont bother screaming

day one has come and gone away

served on this diet of needles and knives

convincing myself to stay alive



are these the eyelides you tried to save?

(i drink to forget your face)

we all know what goes on,

and we know justt what you've done.

it is even worth it to say im sorry, just because

such simple things i missm in spite of all this

is it even worth it to say im sorry, just move on



a voice says dont bother leaving,

day one has come and gone away .

choking on hopes, and words i never wrote,

i'll try to survive on this long night.



on this warm night the taste gets worst.

the lips i thought i touched now just hurt.

come on and catch me, i know that you want me.

its written all over your obvious arms.



the smell of your breath

the feel of your neck

the scent of assurance spilt over my neck