Dear Joan

I’ve almost forgotten the pane in the window

Blue dress in the doorway



Dear Joan

Help me remember the face I forget

And the traps that I’ve sprung



I guess I’ve grown tired

It’s just what’s expected of me

To tear your heart from the inside to the outside

You know I was wired, I just couldn’t help it

The hundred thousand times I hurt you

Dear Joan

I wanted to say that I’m sorry for

Screaming last night, and the nights before

Well I’ve wanted more from this

Than anything I’ve ever known

Dear Joan



Dear Joan

Your face has a brightness that I’ve never seen

In the years that I’ve known you



Dear Joan

I pick up the pieces, but some scattered too far

See, they flew when I hit them



I know you believed when I said it was over

You stood by me, patiently waiting to move on

So deeply in love with every face that I’ve shown

Dear Joan

I wanted to say that I’m sorry for

Screaming last night, and the nights before

Well I’ve wanted more from this

Than anything I’ve ever known



Once I forget

Twice I’m a fool

Three times I wrap my hands around your neck



While you’re sleeping

You’re quietly sleeping

Sleeping and dreaming



Dear Joan

Don’t walk out the doorway, because if you did

I believe I could honestly kill you



Dear Joan

I wanted to say that I’m sorry for

Screaming last night, and the nights before

Well I’ve wanted more from this

Than anything I’ve ever known



Dear Joan

I wanted to say that I’m sorry for

Screaming last night, and the nights before

Well I’ve wanted more from this

Than anything I’ve ever known



Dear Joan