So this is goodbye more or less, and things have changed a lot I guess.

In such a mess and so out of hand, though I think it went pretty much as

you planned. It was so hazy till my eyes had cleared, now I can see

better but it still looks weird. Is that still you lying there? Why

can't I find you anywhere? I still don't understand this episode or why

you led us down that road. But I think you knew where it would lead and

how something would come over me. I still don't know just what it was. I

guess nobody every really does know why they do the things they do. Why

did I have to follow you? Deep Deep down, where it isn't safe to be.

Cause I beat you there, and now they're comin' after me. You always were

an angel in my eyes and now more than ever the term applies. The eyes

still see what the soul believes and you look so pretty underneath the

leaves. And though we part forever now I feel you'll be with me somehow.

I believe in God and you know you're still my angel and I love you so.

Deep deep down, pretty as the scenery. You're lying under it but I feel

you watching over me. Now I've got to tear myself away because they'll

just find me if I stay. They wouldn't understand what we'd been through

or how I did it all for you. All to show you how I cared. It was the

last thing we ever shared together and I'll cherish the memory. And

carry a piece of you with me. Deep deep down, where I'm not supposed to

be. Cause I buried you there and thow they're coming after me